Saturday, January 31, 2009
Kiss
with our whole lives.
The kiss of Spirit on the body.
Seawater begs the pearl
to break its shell.
and the lily, how passionately
it needs some wild darling!
At night, I open the window
and ask the moon to come
and press its face against mine.
Breathe into me.
Close the language-door,
and open the love-window.
The moon won't use the door,
only the window.
Rumi
Friday, January 30, 2009
Wednesday, January 28, 2009
Congratulations to HCGers
On the average you brave HCGers have averaged a loss of over 8 pounds a week.
You are so beautiful!
Bear Mountain Transmutation
I caterwauled miserably upon awakening like a wounded beast. To be in full fur, warming up on a rock on a winter thaw afternoon was my heart’s desire. I would come down in the early morning hours before sunrise for meat scraps put out by the mystery mechanic, the man who would never hurt me because I wouldn’t get close enough, the man who didn’t know enough about me to get a thrill from the capture. The animal angst wished that he, too, could feel the complete exultation of metamorphosis, to be freed from the work-a-day world. I licked my paws and smiled a big cat smile with fangs and tongue. I envisioned a running mate to nip, chase, and roll with in a Deer Creek clearing by Delbert’s deserted mine shaft. But I knew potential mates were nearly extinct and I was the last female of this kind up here in a cut off animal corridor. The elk and mountain sheep were coming down from the snowfields to feed. Rabbit tracks were freshly imprinted in the snow. Straight fox tracks followed. It was a fitting moment to consider the possibly of enough marrow and bone to gnaw on all week.
Tuesday, January 20, 2009
Tonight with No Moon Yet
I am sitting here cleaning out the desk and throwing away unworthy items with abandon.
I am sitting here looking at a photo taken near Hans Gulch on the west side of Arches in Utah.
We were way way in to the limit of no water left unless we dug deep and added iodine, a flavor I've gotten most used to and actually enjoy, associating it with feeling well on the trail.
There was the petroglyph 30 feet high up on the towering cliff hidden by a mature cottonwood in an obscure dead end canyon. I wondered how bad the blisters were getting when I saw it. There were fresh cougar prints so I had lunch next to them. In time I might even post the image here for you to see. It's a spaceship with 5 little oval windows and a tractor beam with a horned figure appearing beneath the ship. The ranger said it was carbon dated when I showed it to him. It's my one and only Class IV Glyph. It's almost time to share it. Maybe that's on the equinox if I'm so inclined although spring skiing might seduce me again. Just thinking about it I have to go out to the deck on the moonless night to admire Sirius above the snowy peaks. Bet it looks just as fine in that remote Moab canyon. I have spring fever in January.
I did save the bronze wind resistant lighter, the triband radio and Bhutanese coin collection.
I didn't save the scorpion remains nor the mouse nest made of green and red raffia and remnants of a sheepskin rug.
Seal
Seal of concealment.
Seal of entrustment.
It is simply that.
Is it nothing?
Is it something?
In that stillness?
Earth dissolves in water.
Water dissolves in fire.
Fire dissolves in wind.
Wind dissolves in consciousness.
All dissolves.
Into that luminous emptiness.
Samaya.
Seal.
Seal.
Seal.
Song of the Stars
She changes your blood, replacing it with the blood of the stars.
You are everyone, anyone, no one, some one.
The inner ghost dance lasts through the night.
In the morning you awake and look into the mirror.
No one is there.
And life is filled with new hope.
Eightfold Method of the Sacred Tortoise
Obliquity, What's That?
Sunday, January 4, 2009
THE NEW YOU
And this is THE TIME to change all of the above.
You've heard my litany.
DO IT RIGHT.
DO IT RIGHT NOW.
So unless you get on this program RIGHT NOW, I don't want to hear your un-success stories and the excuses anymore. Although you'll find me most compassionate and understanding while you're ON the program, there is no room for reasons anymore, sweeties. You have my unlimited support while you're creating personal weight loss success. While you are on the HCG weight loss program you will see how easily the pounds dissolve, how well you feel again, how motivated and clear you are and how you'll want to tell the world about how easy this is. I even wrote to Oprah about this. So listen up.
Just DO IT RIGHT NOW.